un-understanding teachers made me really instant.
its like when im trying to change, i finally found a chance for myself,
teachers dun see it..
i really needa take a break..
i know life isnt always as smooth all time
but i didnt expect it to be this terrible.
i've learn that image is really important sometime..
i dun wish to be perfect, at least normal.
i really have no idea on how to describe my feeling of shag now.
its not the worst but its one of the worst
things shouldnt be real became this real.
i really want to believe that the world are fair.
this morning i just realised there's no one i can turn to..
and from it i found out that wad i really need is to be alone.
tho its empty but it smoothed my feeling..
who believes my soul?
nobodies know who i really am
i've never felt this empty before
even if im alone rolling the empty boat,
the journey continues.
-hitting onto the ground let me realized how high i'd once reach;
-i will make sure the next rise will be above it.
-i , who drew my own life , will paint my own road.
-the color of my road will only represent hopes for everyone, everything.
