ruined it by starting off with scoldings again.
i dun think i deserve this much of scolding really..
i'd change but she didnt see , who's fault? mine?
i'd done my part as a student but she didnt see, who's fault? mine?
i'd took others people's advice and she didnt, who's fault? mine?
i'd start to work hard she did'nt know , who's fault? mine?
sometimes i tried to mould myself into the type of student she want but..
the type of student she want is too over..
however, things gotten better after her lesson..
during 1st half of the lesson i learn something again.. hope i dun forget it..
after that i missed the pe lesson coz of some idiots..
art lesson is always the lesson i'd been looking forward for..
cant find any other word to discride it other then FUN!
and i mention to zul the name already lols!
somehow he kept encourage me to go for it but i dun think i should.
after sch i went home to slp..
after a long tho, i'd decided to be a social smoker.
dunno why but.. i believe there's time that i should give all out..
i still want to live my life in all way i can.
and i'd sort out a list of things that i wana get..
1)iphone 4g
2)laptop
3)DSLR
4)a digital cam
5)speaker
6)perfume
7)some etc for my room
gonna cost up to near 10k i guess LOLS!
iphone 4g i guess its 1.25k
laptop i take it as 2k
DSLR i take it as 3.5k for a good one
digital cam i take it as 500
speaker i want boast one! should cost ard 1.5k
perfume should be 100
etc for room should be 150
total: 9.5k LOLS!
sounds abit crazy..
after that i wanna travel after my O level.
its my only time to make good use of my DSLR!
gotta plan wad job to do too..
time to plan for everday's timetable for this month.
oh yea she passed my some glossy paper and asked me to print something
hope i will remember.. -.-
its kinda.. scary.. LOLS!
oh yea and on the 5th of aug i gotta do deferation for NS! -.-
going back to centris later and maybe going out.
-be proud with the scars u got from previous attempt.
